Romance

"Romance the the deepest thing in life, romance is deeper even than reality." G.K. Chesterton  "We all feel the riddle of the earth without anyone to point it out. The mystery of life is the plainest part of it. . . . Every stone or flower is a heiroglyphic of which we have lost the key; with every step of our lives we enter into the middle of some story which we are certain to misunderstand."

Conversations with my Husband

This is my prayer and conversation with the Lord my Husband today. I want to share this personal talk because of my previous post of frustration with dry marriages between saints and Christ. Also lack of rich personal relationship info on the web about the relation between the bride and the Groom.

"Lead me Jesus(Son of God, Word of God made flesh, Savior, Husband) guide me teach me."
You are my whole.

me: "Take me to a place i've never been before Lord."
?:"If you'll take me to a place I've never been before."

So i've decided to make a noticeable effort to get to know the Lord by talking with Him about things that I've never brought to Him. And i'll be sharing these conversations with you!

I've decided to start with my hopes. This is actually more tough because of my history with hopes.
I won't go into those but I spoke out in voice the things my spirit wants for my future. Things that God put into me, I believe he wants to hear our desires and hopes. To hear us EXPECTING. I once heard someone say that you have to be expecting a miracle for a miracle to occur.

I'm not really sure where these conversations will lead me. But I do believe that the Lord told me that He would take me to places I've never been if I take Him to places in me He's never been. So we shall see if it was His voice by the results of these conversations directed at places I've never taken Him. The reason I say we shall see if it was His voice is because I have a pretty good, and sometimes overactive imagination.

I think if you follow me in this idea, you could also benefit. In posting these maybe I'll even guide by example. Also if you have some guidance for me I am open! :)

Dry Marriage

I either don't understand or am misguided. But I think the majority of the marriages between saints and Christians are so dry.

Why would a relationship with the Supreme Being be lifeless, compared to a boyfriend or husband here on earth?!

Yes He is our Lord, Father, and Friend; but He is also our Husband and we are His bride!

I am single in physical terms, by choice to be dedicated to Jesus Christ.
I "would" love to jest with men, and flirt. To be married to a man and flirt and to be playful in the marriage. Why does the playful and flirtatious have to be dropped in the spiritual realm?

One can find almost limitless data on the web. And yet somehow it seems non existent the thought of having fun with Jesus as Husband.

WELL I am fed up with the non existent. To me this is so personal, and maybe this is why it seems nonexistent, but I am fed up with the absence.

I want a fiery passionate marriage. And Jesus fulfills my needs. He fills the emptiness and the holes.

So please join me in pursuing our Husband, lets take the time and effort in diving deeper into passion, the passion we would not have unless it had been created in us in the first place. Lets treat Him as if He were in the flesh, chase Him and court Him, Let Him speak sweetly to you as you speak sweetly and softly in His ear. Practice praising Him, praise is filled flattery. Flatter Him with the truth, tell Him how beautiful and desirable He is. These are the basics, we just have to switch realms. 

And PLEASE share your experiences with me, I have soo very much to learn. 

Although this little song I wrote wasn't written in correlation with these above thoughts, I'll throw it in anyways in hopes of it blessing you.

I guess reading it will mostly be a prayer :) But let it bless you!

Take me to your heart God
BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL
Take me to your heart God
RAINBOWS OF REMEMBERANCE
Take me to your heart God
WAVES OF MERCY
Take me to your heart God
OCEANS OF GRACE
Take me to your heart God
BREATHING IN YOUR LOVE
Take me to your heart God


        UNIMAGINABLE!!!

I want YOU!
You're all I wanted...
and not KNOWN

Take me to your heart God
It's all I need!!
And you know!

I love you!
The greatest Romantic the world has never seen!
Take us to Your heart God!

Bright and beautiful,
Rainbows or rememberance,
Waves of Mercy
Oceans of Grace
Breathing in Your Love,
It's UNIMAGINABLE

well worth five minutes of our time

Satisfy

Lord Jesus thank you! I could pursue all the adventures, read all the greatest books, find the best mate. And if I left you out, I'd still be empty.

The Ugly

Oh man, there is just something about being physically exhausted that has the ability to bring out the ugliest parts of us. The unsightly human nature. Lord take that out of me. I want it crucified. The human nature is hideous and so selfish, full of pride. I want to reflect Jesus Christ by being humble.

I am often Gomer.

Lord Jesus I want to be your lover. To show you I love you. I don't want to make you feel second fiddle, or take you for granted. If you found the love of your life you would not want to waste one second to always be in their presence. He is the love of your life.
(if you are not familiar with Gomer, read the first few chapters of Hosea. Gomer represents Israel and also us when we are engrafted in God's family.)




Thanx so much Hannah for correcting me :)