doubt:to waver in opinion; to distrust; to question
I think it's saying that if you're going to believe in something, that you should go all in. Like an all or nothing. Because if what you believe in, you're not fully believing in, your life will be unstable.
Do I live without doubt? Am I unstable in all my ways?
Having a God that I can't fully grasp is hard, because I don't always understand what He's doing. And having a God that operates in an unseen world is hard because I can't see when He is going to bring breakthrough into a situation.
I guess sometimes I don't share my faith with people, is because of this because i'm not always confident that he's really at work in my little life.
But I know that isn't true and that he is involved even in the minutest details.
So do these times of lack of confidence make me one who doubts?
This verse is having me evaluate my walk and my life. I want to always be making sure that my life measures up to how the Lord wants me to be living.